It's my party and I cry if I want to

So I'm sitting here watching a video on YT. 5 Things I didn't Know about JMoon715, when suddenly Liz comes out of my room with a candle on a cupcake signing "Happy Birthday." I swear I thought she was talking to her little lover boy and this whole time the bitch (yes we call each other bitches, it's a luv thing) was putting this together behind my back lol. I wasn't expecting this AT all and she gave me one of the best surprises ever and I broke down into tears, ok well I didn't break down oKay, but the bitch brought tears to my eyes lol I can't help but say she truly knows me. Chubb's knows I'm a fiend for Ice Cream and tell me this isn't the best b-day cake ever?! I dont know about you, but to me, this means more than a big fat cake, or a party, or a bottle of tequila...it's may be small and insignificant to some but to me, this is beautiful and sincere. It comes from the heart and the bitch looooooves to see my soft side cuz it's rare I breakdown like this lol so when I see her ass smirking at me, I'll be like "fuck u bitch" and we'll start cracking up lol.  Chubby is truly one of a kind, and I'm blessed to call that little short shit my bestfriend.

House Of Dreams

Ever since I could remember, my sister always said I should get into modeling. Plus size modeling that is. I never listened to her or paid attention. I always took it as a compliment but never imagined it could possibly happen. Today, I continue hearing from poeple I should get into modeling. I never imagined or even dreamed of it being possible or ever thought I could be a model or get into modeling. My sister say's the camera loves me and that I'm very photogenic and I do love taking pictures but never in my wildest dreams did I try to pursue modeling.

As you all know, I love shopping at Torrid and I've known about the House Of Dreams Modeling search for some time now but  never ever entered. Well Never reached it's end. Today I submitted my application and we will see what happens.

I don't know if I over did it. They requested one 8x10 photo and I submitted one of the day I went clubbing with Liz because I felt was the best that emphasized my plus size figure and it was one of the best body shots I had and I scribbled all over the back of the picture for them to take a moment to check out the blog and maybe scope out some pictures. I even went as far as posting my Youtube channel and hope they take a few minutes to check me out and maybe see my personality and maybe even better my chances of winning or at least being picked as a finalist.

So I will continue praying, wishing, and hoping that this happens for me. It would truly be a blessing and I'd forever be greatful for such an amazing opportunity. I finally went ahead and took a step forward and plan on continuing my pursuit of trying to enter the modeling industry. 

So many of my viewers have encouraged me and have left me such wonderful feedback and have motivated me to pursue the modeling gig becuase they beleeive I would be a great role model and that is what counts and that is why I would pursue modeling to continue doing what I do on Youtube and that is to inspire and motivate and help my big beautiful women into loving themselves, embracing their bodies, and loving their curves. There is not excuse, no matter what size you are to not look fashionable. Dress to impress, even if it's your own reflection you impress, that's the one that matters most. Dress for you.

Wish me luck :)

Vegan Makeup! Seriously!!!

Okay, as much as I am all for protecting the environment and against animal cruelty, now they're doing Vegan makeup?? Seriuosly, what's next? Ur gonna recycle your shit and make something out of it?? This is becoming insane. It's crazy how even with the economy as bad as it is, poeple find ways to squeeze the dollars out of your pocket by advertising such things as Vegan makeup! Now as I've mentioned, I'm all for companies and makeup lines that do not test on animals...that is awesome (btw, did you know that Loreal tests their products on rabbits??) Dont use Loreal products!!

Now onto the Vegan part...I have to say that this advertisement is quite contradicting because they say the palette is totally vegan, yet only 60% of them are vegan made. See what I mean...for those that just read and assume and beleive all they read, this is very misleading to those that dont bother reading it logincally.

Totally vegan is not  the same as100% vegan, but of course Urban Decay will be a lot more successfull at selling these products to all the vegan lovers if they say it's Totally Vegan as opposed to just saying 60% vegan because you dont want 60% of anything when spending money, unless it's a 60% off sale or something! lol But anyway...what are your thoughts in regards to the Vegan makeup movement?? I'm sure there are gonna be tons more to see and a lot more "green" makeup.

They're Back!! BOOTS Galore!

One thing I love about the summer is seeing the transition from Summer to Fall. Fall is defintely one of my favorite seasons. I love watching the leaves go dry, transition from green to orange, yellow, burgundy and all these beautiful colors. I love the wind, the breeze, and the cool weather. Most of all, I love wearing Boots! And here are some of my favorites.

Regan Over-the-Knee Moto Boot - Black  $68.00 - Torrid

Now these Regan Over-the-knee boots look pretty hot. I'd defintely rock these over some leggins or jeggins or even some skinny jeans. These boots are perfect for raindy days when you dont have to worry about getting your flats wet, your heels, or just your feet in general. They look very comfortable and casual as well. The heel will provide a comfort fit and wont get your feet as tired as they normally would with a regular flat boot. The faux-leather makes them easy to clean when they get dirty and wet and water wont seep in as easily as it would with faux-suede, and the slip resistant sole is even better because you dont want to be looking all fine and sexy and all of a sudden you trip over a puddle and there you go looking a hot mess! I also enjoy the studded buckle strap at the bottom of the boot it adds edgyness to it and the side zip entry, makes it easy to slip into. And as you all know, I'm defintely  not paying $70 dollars for these babies! I'd defintely find something dam close or wait for a bargain on these babies!

 

2Buckle Short Boot $29.99 - Rue21

These cute boots from Rue21 are also great for the fall/winter months. The color is very neutral making it easy to pair up with just about anything. THis boot is also great for the summer because it's short and you can pair it up with shorts or skirts and even leggings/jeggins. Faux-leather makes it easy to clean and the buckles add cute detailing. They are very flat, however, it appears as though they do have a very slight heel. The only thing I dislike about Rue21 is they do not provide descriptions for their shoes, unless I'm doing something wrong...other than that, you pretty much have to make out what the boot will be like just by looking at it. A descriptioin on the site would be nice though, you can get an idea of the material it's made of and other details that are important to know and can help in the decision making process of whether or not purchase an item like this.

Back Buckle Boot - Regularly $39.50 - Now $29.50 - Online Exclusive

Wetseal

These boots are super cute! I really like the round toe and the wooden heel. I also like the moto edgyness it has to it and I'd love to wear these to school. They are defintely cute and again, the faux leather makes them super easy to clean up and care for and doesn't allow water to seep in on those rainy days. The heel is super cute and you can easily use these for a night out as well and defintely go casual in these as well.

Here are some others from WetSeal I really enjoyed and thought were super cute!

 

I went over to Forever21 and found these adorable ankle booties. Defintely a style you can use year-round (at least I would) and pretty affordable!

Tabitha Ankle Boots $23.80

NOT SO FAVORITE:

Now these on the other hand, I'm not quite sure how I feel. Oopen toe boots for the fall/winter doesn't seem so appealing to me. You're feet are one of the most sensitive parts of your body and heat escapes the body quite easily hear so the point during the fall/winter time is to keep yourself warm and cozy and open toe boots seem fancy and cute but I dont want to be freezing my toes off during this season. Aside from that, think about those rainy days/nights when you wanna look cute yet want to keep dry and let alone avoid getting sick.  Open toe boots are defintely not my favorite, at least not for the fall/winter season. What do you think? What are your thoughts? Would you rock these boots during the fall/winter months?

Black Jordin Boot $68.00

MODEL MATERIAL?

After a few of my viewers suggested that I get into modeling,  hearing my sister tell me I should get into modeling for the past....ohhhh let's say...14 years of my life...I've finally made the step and just went for it. Now I'm not going to lie and say it's never crossed my mind. Obviously, each time my sister suggested it, I'd just smile at the idea but never took it serious because I didn't really think models existed for my size.  Whether I win or not is a different story but at least I can say I tried it, and I went for it and I'll never have to look back and say "what if". IT's all different now and since I'm so into my channel and tryng to motivate other women to break out of their shell and dress up and be more confident I figured why not.  Modeling has definitely been a dream but it was something I never pursued or actually thought I could be good enough for but after all the love and support I have received I decided why not give it a shot and just give it my 100%. Besides, it' would be so much nicer having someone take your pictures other than yourself! that's what I'd really love! lol If you havn't noticed already, I LOVE taking pictures :)

I hope I can inspire my fellow viewers to enter the competition with me too :)

So we'll see how this go.  If you're interested in voting for me, please follow the link and vote for me here.

www.misscurve.com/mayracaudillo

Only one vote per IP address per day is allowed, so if you wish to vote for me, that would be great :)