Once again. I tell him I dont love him. I tell him that I dont want to waste his time. I tell him I dont want to lead him on. I tell him I am not happy. I tell him that things are just not the same. I tell him he's too late. I tell him I want to be alone. I tell him I am not in love anymore. I tell him I don't want to be with him.
He say's he loves me. He say's he can make me happy. He says he can make it work. He say's if only I try.
I have tried!
He realized too late.
I just want to be alone. Go to school, focus on me myself and I. No more relationships. No more boyfriends. No more feelings of love and affection. Just want to be me, do me, and live my life.
I'm tired of being with him. Yet he doesn't understand.