I ended up dropping out of one of my classes this semester. And I have a paper due on Wednesday and an exam too. None of which I am prepared for or have ready. I don't even have the will to get them started. I'm barely managing to write this blog because I'm so tired and would rather be sleeping.
So far there is nothing to like or be happy about my pregnancy. There are days when I am happy and there are other days where I am feeling like today. I'm overweight, pregnant, and will only keep blowing up. This is terrible.
I'm about 10 weeks pregnant now, and until today I really have no idea what morning sickness is really about. Just this morning I was feeling a little nauseas while making breakfast. I had a sensation of wanting to throw up but then not really. I hate throwing up!
My feet hurt all the time. I bought a brand new pair of sheos this weekend and I want to return them now because they just make my feet hurt even more and they're supposed to be "comfort shoes". I bought another pair of Puma's last night and I'm wanting to return those too because they're a 1/2 size too big and they are starting to hurt as well.
I'm debating on when I should tell upper management about my pregnancy because I'm afraid they'll cast judgement over me and that their behavior towards me will change. I feel stressed. I'm not feeling happy.