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Tuesday, June 8, 2010
The Cookie Monster!
So today I had to run some errands for work. I went to our local grocery store to buy sugar and coffee creamer for the employee breakroom. After I got a basketfull full of creamers and two large bags of sugar for some reason unknown to me, I made my way down the damn cookie isle. As I made my way down the isle I kept telling myself to go strait to the cash register, pay, and get the hell away from that evil temptation.
There goes Mayra strait into damnation! The cookie isle!
I had a really big craving for some crispy sausalito milk chocolate macadamia cookies by Pepperidge Farm and well...I got a bag. Each bag contains 8 delicios, chocalately, crispy crunchy cookies and as soon as I got in the car I tore that bag apart and started munching on a cookie. OMG it was sooooooo delicous.
So as I'm driving back to work I find myself eating another, and then another, and I'm just devouring them!! OMG I binged on the whole dam bag! By the time I got to work I had 2 cookies left!! Well...to make matters worst...I devoured the remaining two cookies in no time! No joke, I became the damn cookie monster in less than 5 minutes! Damn those cookies were delish!
As soon as I made my way out of the car I felt thirsty as hell! And soon after I felt a bit sick and disgusted! Let me just say that I think I killed my taste for Pepperidge Farm cookies. As I type this, and just thinking of the once delicious tasting crunchy choclately cookie, I feel grossed out and have no interest in putting one in my mouth again! Now this may be a good thing, as I know I won't be eating no damn cookies anytime soon but what the hell am I gonna binge on next??
How come my ass doesn't binge on some damn brocolli or carrots, or anything healthy for that matter! I know why, because it's BORING lol
anyway...that was my OMG episode of the day! lol Luckily I'm at point where I dont let it get to me and I'm able to laugh it off, but it's defintely something I will be on the look out for because it's defintely not healthy and not a good habit to form and let loose.